Once upon a time ..

My mum is really getting on my nerves. Sometimes i feel like screaming and yelling back at her.
Money isnt everything. Few years down the road, i'll earn my own money and support myself. By then, i'll jolly well move out. Who cares abt being independant and a new environment. Take it as a preparation to marriage. Dont even have kids whn you cannot love. Have kids only when you have planned for twenty yrs down the road and write down the commitment to groom and love. I feel like screaming at her how much pain she had caused. All the tears, all the bruises, all the naive headbangs, everything since a decade ago. If you ever think that loving ur pathetic child is by being keeping him or her to ur side, i tell you, forget abt being pregnant. I dont want a generation of broken kids to come out irresponsible parents. Everyone have a God-shaped hole in their heart but let it be filled by a gentle way. Ever since young, i bet i have vow this a hundred million times - i'll never let my kids suffer what im suffering, im gonna be fair or have one child only. That's all. To redeem my sister back, my mum lost me totally i tell you. Whatever i do now is just what im supposed to or rather what im taught in church. My mum got to be v grateful that im in church, without the God she hate, her family wont be so peaceful. If you really knw me well, im one of those who nvr let matter rests.