once and for all

Zone restructure meeting today, and growth is going to come! I dont knw how to elaborate to you this but I just want to write this up. I so need to expand my heart and start my impression of people all over again. And this is going to be so damn difficult.

I think humans are real weird beings. Many people are different from who are they are in cyber and in real life. They pretty much need Jesus to be secure in life and in front of people whom they aint really close. I was thinking abt this alot last night while talking to Jianli online cos he is one of them. I got a mini revelation abt being real. Being real attracts. Others will open up and being real to us when we are real. Real-ness is something we are can sense.
Anyway, see how Jianli is when he is in the cyber world, opposite from his quiet and calm nature:
(a section of our conversation)
Bachata: thats the lazy way
Bachata: haha
hweeyee 2.0: not everyone is huilin or hafsa luh
Bachata: hafsa?
Bachata: why now hafsa
Bachata: haha
hweeyee 2.0: hahs she also very hardworking mah
hweeyee 2.0: she got do her work one yknw
Bachata: haha
Bachata: i also got do my homework
Bachata: im hardworking
hweeyee 2.0: hahs okay lor. jianli is hardworking too!
Bachata: yay!
Bachata: haha
hweeyee 2.0: hahahaha u r a big kid on the inside man
Bachata: lol.
Bachata: okay
Bachata: ><
He is seriously entertaining online.

First ever outing with my classmates (actually there was on Elly Qis Abby and me) other than shopping trips with Abby. Pizza hut at Marina Sq and the service was like being on an airplane. We were totally shocked and felt kinda funny. I found a candid on Elly's blog which I totally didnt know she took it.


I look so pig here. Hahs.

Btw, I'm kinda excited to be under Leonard, a different perspective yo.