little star.

Sometimes i wished that i could be young and probably a little naive all over again. It is not totally good to have seen the world more and to knw ppl more.
I wish that i was still that little girl who dares to make friends no matter what background they come frm. Now, i step back to take a look first before deciding what to do. Of cos i demand whn i give. Sometimes the wrong move and sometimes the right.
Still being me, i have some weird principles that i live by. Eg 1, i will not allow ppl to used me for their own gain. Eg 2, i cannot tolerate ppl embarrassing me. Eg 3, i will trust ppl until the day that they did smthg wrong to me. Eg 4, i have all rights to be angry at ppl backing out last min or to reject last min appt.

Sidetrack abit, i stayed in the wonderful school library for like close to 8 hrs today. Wiggly's paper tml and im still kinda confused by all the lookalike questions. Nvmmmm, after the horrible paper tml will be gelare and cottonon (:(:(:
Science ppl are weirdos. No one dares to leave the exam hall after finishing their paper, they just stone or sleep. They always need daring ppl like me to make the first move. Alvin called me after the papers to tell me that im the first the leave the hall today -.- isnt that as usual? Tell me who needs two hrs to do 40MCQs and 2SAQs? Im the trend starter and the invigilator gave me a o.o face whn i reached the exit.
IM NOT A TRUE BLUE SCIENCE STUDENT.

Perhaps i was never ordinary nor average. And maybe a little insane. I do the things beyond imagination.
And i hope u do know that wonderful doesnt literally mean wonderful all the time.