i want air between my thighs

I dont really know what to do or how to feel anymore.
There's this excruciating pain that i dont understand. Wherever the origin, i dont know too. I feel so scary when i cried so hard in the night, and i dont knw the reason im crying.
Day in and day out, i appear to be normal. I talked, i smiled, i laughed.
Because of my principle, or rather my pride, i dare not share with anyone or show it consciously. All the frustrations dissolved into emotions. Something that is so vague to talk about anymore.
Maybe i will be okay soon, as usual.
After all these tears, i will be stronger and ready to conquer my world again. For now, give me ur hands and allow me to keep mine to myself alright? (: