i miss you (:

Whilst listening to the pathetic chinese songs and reading my HBD notes, i realise i miss God alot. So much, so much.
Life has been so hectic, so messed up that i became very self-consumed. I miss life with God. With all the problems and crap going on, i realise my time with God had reduced to my short prayer at night or the cryings on my bed.
This probably explains the problems & crap and me losing my livelyness.
I need to get my life back, before i start losing everything.
Amidst of all these, i still rmb that im part of God's plan. And though i dont feel it, im slowly growing in the way He wants me to.