Once upon a time ..

I dont care who is gng to read my blog for this once, i just need to throw everything out.

Im utterly disgusted by my mum's actions. To think that she can actually smash her daughter's laptop for money. For the past 1 decade, ive been tolerating all sort of nonsense she have been doing to me. Honestly, if not because for the roof above my head, i would have just run away frm home. How i wish i live in a millenium ago. Money can buy you something, but it isnt everything. To think school is starting in a few months time and she can smash my laptop. Now i got to save 2k in three mths, so disgusting. If any of you have any part time job/tuition job, pls introduce to me. Oneday my mum will regret her actions. Treat me like a slave today, let's see who will have the last laugh. Half a decade more i will be 21. Its not easy to be a single mum, but its more difficult to come frm a divorce family. Imagine listening to all ur classmates talking abt ur dad and you dont even have a single image. My next generation will be different. I'll break that curse, the curse that happened because they worship the wrong god. It doesnt matter who buys the laptop, its mine at the end of the day. Smash my laptop, smash me. Someday i'll laugh at ur dearest daughter, spoil her all you want. I dont want that doting anymore, it doesnt matter. All these will only make me more dependant on my God and more independant of the family. Material needs are easy to meet, emotional needs take a long time to meet. Sometimes money can be used to meet the emotion temporary but it wont wrk in the long run. Contribute to my laptop fund if you can or for my belated birthday gift, every cent is a step nearer. How i wish its school now, at least i can put off the problems for a few hrs by slping in class and chatting during recess.