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Had a very great weekend, and really grew alot (: This post is gna be really long I think because I've got tons of deep thoughts and some usual crap too.

Recept training in the morning. As I sat there and look at Sooyee, I had a revelation of what Pastors meant when they say that God can use ordinary people to do extraordinary things. When I sat there in the trng and I looked at Sooyee, I realise that how simple as a person she is. But yet at the same time, she is serving as a HOD of two ministries and other ministries as well. I cant imagine how much things Sooyee is doing and the things she does impacts life. That's how God works - using the ordinary.

Had a long chat with Stella and Angeline after service. We sat there and shared things about our lifes. And it brought me back to the promises that I make with God before school started and some other touching moments. One of the things is about realness which is what God has been speaking quite alot to me recently. I'm kinda lazy to type the details here, maybe you can approach me personally. As I listened to what Angeline said, I am really thankful for such loving Pastors. I can never forget how Pastor How took time out and sat me down in his office to talk to me about my PO matters. And how Pastor Lia gave a big warm tight hug to this crying girl in stinky school uniform in the office.
More than just conviction that holds me onto God, in the stormy days where there aint any connections, its these things that hold me on. It's tiring to fight this PO war, losing battles after battles but still believing that I will win the war. But as I look ahead to the future and look back at what Pastors, my leaders and friends had done for me, I dont know how I can bear to leave.