way out

Full week of school, i dont like!
Thursday supposed to be up till 10am (because we intend to skip cellbio) but thn microb added lectures in frm 12-1pm, 3-4pm. If that's the case, might as well go for cellbio at 4pm. Im still considering if i shld go for the lectures after 10am since i dont really listen.

Early morning lessons make me very sleepy moody cranky and the mess up my sleeping time. I dont knw why I cant slp early.

I dont really knw what's on my mind anymore, my mood changes like whatever. But i still try to be nice to everyone like normal.

Ben says that he is joining nyp, some chem and green tech course which is a new life science course. And if he gets thru, its like my doomsday. There will be no way for me to keep rejecting his lunch/dinner date since we will be in the same campus and i may just bump into him.

Ppl changed as they grow up. I really dislike self-centered/insensitive guys who talked abt themselves all the time when we are out or they cannot sense it whn im really bored by them.
I dont really feel this way towards all the guys unless they go over my limit which is quite high.
Family man is still pretty much my cup of tea because they cares and they are sweet.

3.43am now and sch is at 9. Goodnight loves