Once upon a time ..

Sometimes i really dont like nights like this.
An episode of hk drama, and a very emotional me. I've got to learn to accept reality. I can accept the fact that i choose to give up a friendship. But what abt the secrets we shared? I feel super insecure that i shared my secret with a once bestf and who could just revealed things to others easily under circumstances. Worst thing is that we have a common circle of friends. Damn scary k. I hope one day there will be a drastic change in my life that i will learn to not allow this fact bother me. For once, i really hate memories. They are too painful.