april's fool :p

Woke at at 3.45am -.- I thought i could sleep for at least 12 hrs :(
I fell into a deep deep deep sleep frm like 6 plus - 10.30pm. I didnt wake up to the constant sms tone which repeated at least once every min. Ppl always sms me when im like sleeping and when im awake, no text will come in.

(Eric Chen just scare the hell out of me on msn. Talk to me at 5.24am and i jumped. Poor army guy, got to wake up at like 5am to go work.)

God is totally cool :D i was eating my half a packet of maggi just now and while i was talking to myself, God spoke to me. I was quite stunned but its was all good. Short and simple. Its gna take alot this time, i dont even knw where to start. But i knw it will turn out good <3

I wont be surprise if one day i ever faint, roll down the stairs or embarass myself in public. I have been battling my own body to get out of the house since wks ago - headaches, gastric pain, stomach cramp. I just kept forcing myself to get out of the house and pretend that nothing is wrong. Lucky i dont have a brother, boyf or fling, if not they will just nag non-stop upon seeing this. And im so not going to tell my mum if not she will force me to the doctors agn, which i totally detest. Ignore the pain, im only 17 once. I dont want to look back with regrets and disgust.

K byebye. The sun will shine after the rain.