I.............

made a decision to stop fooling with my health.
I'm truly scare after all fainting spells, blackout, wheezing and the scariest of all - fainting after a nap frm a bad headache. Well, all this happen for no apparent reason. Not lack of sleep or starvation. They just happened out of the blue.
If you bother, pls help me to stop abusing my body.
My talks are good but my actions may never appear since i live with a weird principle of not showing that im sick unless i really have no choice (eg. running nose). And i have train myself to have high-tolerant of pain.
I swear this is one of the most difficult decision to make because it meant that im going to show how weak im actually. Damn scary but i got to plan for the future. The pharmacists cant be always sick right? And i cannot imagine being admitted to the hospital and having my colleagues take care of me.