i dont agree with what i say

Full school later :(
Lots of elearn work to be done and i'm just halfway thru. I think all my lecturers are mad. I can't find any advertisement on drugs for medical professionals. Zzzzzzzzzzzz.
I'm dreading school man. It was such an enjoyment to have holidays. Holidays were never so precious.

I realise the saddest part of being (going to be) part of a world class medical team is being underage. All the knowledge & skills i have can only be kept in mini singapore till i become of legal age and have built my life.
I secretly wished that i will marry a rich, loyal, faithful & loving man so that i can volunter myself to the poverty-stricken or war-torn zones to help. Kkkkkkkkk, im seriously out of my mind. I know i will sure cry like mad tomato. But it doesnt really matter i hope.

And i still cannot stand ppl who keep appearing sick when they are out or keep saying that they are sick. So attention pls.
I think i will ONLY want that kind of attention frm my other half in future, showing to others is like loserish. I dont think that my friends are suppose to take care of me or cancel any plans because im not feeling well while we are out, this is being extremely not nice.