burst it

Sometimes im so glad that i have burn my bridges sometime ago, perhaps in preparation of this season. Honestly, im really sick my CEG. If i would to leave church at this point of time, the only reason is probably that. I'm doing well in my ministries and i'm not worn out. I hate it when there's no freedom of speech, no space for opinions, and no options. We are all grown up, let's not force each other to do things that we dont wish to. Alot of things, it's from the inside-out and not outside-in. There's no point forcing me to do things or shutting up my mouth. With things in this state, i could have left just like that with the immerse prosecution at home. But i shiver at the thought of breaking the heart of people who have showered me love that i would never know how to repay. Most importantly, i knew that this is a time of testing from God and that the only thing i can do is to not move.