Rowdy boys again today and they are having a revival! They totally drained all my energy including just having lunch with them. But it was so blissful to see them enjoying themselves and making friends with the kids in CCH. I think Weizhe totally rock. After CCH ended, Weizhe went over to Daryl to ask him if he enjoyed himself and stuffs like that when Daryl was waiting for Joycelyn to share John3:16 with him. Weizhe is small in stature but big inside, he is going to grow up to be a powerful young man. The kids are seriously bestfriends with Guowei now and they gang up to bully me :( But well, I'm their bestfriend too, they sms me all day long to disturb me. Guowei seriously loves the kids partially because he wants a little brother too and he really treat them like his little brothers. He can talk to Eben the way I can't, deep feelings and stuff.
Schools' seminar was awesome today. I got a vision from God.
I saw that the NYP grp was praying in a circle at the tennis court, as we prayed, the circles multiplied. Soon the tennis court couldnt fit in anymore circles and everyone squeezed in. I saw that the leaders that birth out of these circles were TEN. We really got to PRAY AND PRAY man. Only thru prayers, the circles wil multiplied. During the 2nd session, God spoke something more powerful. He said:"You are going to make revival happen. Weimin Jingfen and Xiaoyu is going to graduate and you will take over." I stood there in fear and tears but I just told God,"Use me." God really shocked me because after the session ended, Stella commented that I look terrified. Hahs. I didnt tell her what happened then. (Stella, now you knw why)
After BF ends, I'm going to save up for cosmetics again and then for a Bangkok trip that I hope it will happen before I get to the Uni.
Vinson and I had a conversation just now and I think I was totally bimboly..
[hoGc 2.0]Captai: wa! guowei very good leh
hweeYEE 2.0: hahs he love kids lah.
hweeYEE 2.0: i think he really treat the kids as his little brothers.
[hoGc 2.0]Captai: haha
[hoGc 2.0]Captai: i think iw un mind if he is my brother
[hoGc 2.0]Captai: i wun*
hweeYEE 2.0: oh hahs. i wont mind also lor.
hweeYEE 2.0: can go shopping tgt.
[hoGc 2.0]Captai: wahaha
[hoGc 2.0]Captai: siao lah you, everyday think of shopping
Anw, SHOPPING NEXT WEEK!
I recently just realise that I can't stand it when people are too dependant on me to each and every small little things. I mean like you can share ur feelings with me, cry on my shoulder, make me go out with you to take a breather etc. But pls pls pls, dont expect me to be kind when you tell me stuffs like "I'm bored" and you want me to entertain or help you with things you can do it by ur own but you are just too lazy. Maybe it feels good to be dependant, but think about the other party pls. I grew up being independant so I wont respond.